I'm Chelsea, relocated from Southern Cali to Oregon.
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This guy, he’s helped me out a lot. I’m glad he’s only across the river and not 16 hours south.

This guy, he’s helped me out a lot. I’m glad he’s only across the river and not 16 hours south.

Dreaming

I cannot control, what I contain.

I wanted to give you the world.

Spoil you rotten.

I used to think that you would be everything.

Enough for me to stop.

I thought it was perfect, and that you possibly liked me.

I built you up inside my mind.

Created this fantasy.

I had to tell you.

This fixation had to end.

I did, half hoping it was true.

But alas, as always declined.

Scrambling now, I made a fool of myself.

In front of you.

The price of freedom.

You see, I no longer dream of you.

I know that there will be no us.

There is no want anymore.

No need.

California was a dream and you my reason to go back.

Went to wooden Shoe Tulip farm today.

Went to wooden Shoe Tulip farm today.

You don’t believe me when I tell you that I like the noises you make when you sleep
And I don’t believe you when you tell me that my voice is your favorite sound,
Not when you can sing like that.
One of your ex’s name tastes like stale coffee
And the other one burns as if I’ve swallowed a scalding pot.
You don’t understand why I don’t discuss my first love with you
But how am I supposed to tell the sun that I once fell for the moon?
If I could, I’d pay rent for the spaces between your fingers,
So if anyone else tried to intertwine their hand with yours,
They would be trespassing.
I’m very good at useless metaphors
And very bad at telling people how I feel
But on our worst nights, you’re snow in the month of March
and even though I’m sick of winter,
I will never stop appreciating the beauty of a blizzard.

All About Us, #1 (via dare-you-to-love-me)

(Source: attuition)

Nothing ever goes away until it has taught us what we need to know.

Pema Chödrön  (via ohhhkat)

(Source: 366quotes)

Tomorrow

I’m gonna go prance around 1000s of tulips! I fucking love tulips!!